I love the warm weather...part of the reason why I believe I will forever be a Floridian. Today the warmth was back, and we all couldn't have been happier. Literally when I put shorts on Brianna the other day she said, "Really? I get to wear these!?" When I told her yes she asked if we could go swimming, lol. Unfortunately our pool won't be warm for awhile.
Enjoying that gummy grin before he has teeth...such an amazing happy boy.
Ah, spring clothes...and unbelievably cute kids! Aren't they perfect?!?!?!?
The swing is humming in the background...yes, baby is still in our room. I have a love/hate relationship with this. I love how he looks over at me and immediately falls asleep and feels safe and secure. I love how he'll grab Nelson's shirt and my shirt and smile and close his eyes. How when he wakes up he immediately rolls over and clings on to me to nurse. I hate that when he turns 6 months and we make the transition to his room and crib it's going to be SO hard....for all of us. We are going to do the ferber method and let him cry but go in and soothe him every 5-10 min. I hate that he doesn't have a twin in his room with him to let him know he's not alone. I think about this often. In a way having twins and then a singleton is hard because there were so many things I never worried about because the girls had each other...and now I think of so many things where Joshua is alone or going to be alone in a situation and I worry for him. It's so silly...and I know he'll be fine...but I guess it's the fact that he's my baby...I don't know. So, love/hate....I'm praying he doesn't cry much...don't know how much I'll be able to handle. I'm praying he is able to sleep well in his room. I said I would never let a baby sleep in our bed. Never say never. Ugh.
The swing is humming in the background...yes, baby is still in our room. I have a love/hate relationship with this. I love how he looks over at me and immediately falls asleep and feels safe and secure. I love how he'll grab Nelson's shirt and my shirt and smile and close his eyes. How when he wakes up he immediately rolls over and clings on to me to nurse. I hate that when he turns 6 months and we make the transition to his room and crib it's going to be SO hard....for all of us. We are going to do the ferber method and let him cry but go in and soothe him every 5-10 min. I hate that he doesn't have a twin in his room with him to let him know he's not alone. I think about this often. In a way having twins and then a singleton is hard because there were so many things I never worried about because the girls had each other...and now I think of so many things where Joshua is alone or going to be alone in a situation and I worry for him. It's so silly...and I know he'll be fine...but I guess it's the fact that he's my baby...I don't know. So, love/hate....I'm praying he doesn't cry much...don't know how much I'll be able to handle. I'm praying he is able to sleep well in his room. I said I would never let a baby sleep in our bed. Never say never. Ugh.
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