Anna loved Krispy Kreme doughnuts..so I had them for breakfast.
Anna loved the beach. So we are going this weekend. My kids desperately need some fun, and I think it will be healing to go there and think about her and talk about her, and enjoy God's beauty while feeling Anna's love. So, blessed to have experienced a friend who loved me so.
Anna loved to dance, so I'm going to dance more. Anna should have seen the world, so I want to travel more for her. I feel like everything I do should have meaning now, and honor Anna.
Anna loves Jesus, and I'm going to read the Bible more and build on my relationship with the Lord. For one day I will be with Anna and rejoicing together in His kingdom.
I know that Jesus cried out, "My God, my God why have you forsaken me?" So, I don't feel guilty yelling out why to God. My friend sent me something about when Christians ask why, and how it's ok. I've had to put my anger other places and not on the Lord...but I do wish we knew why.
Baby got his 18 month shots today...that's something I would have instantly called Anna and talked to her about. Feels like a new uncharted territory that I live in. It doesn't feel right. My friends have really stepped up, and even though some of them are in different time zones they are calling more and just being present...which I really need. Anna would absolutely love to see just how loved she is.
Brianna at her Aunt Anna's vanity.
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